It's Monday and I'm going to jump right in. Here is this week's weigh-in result.
This week's winner is Liza at 250.4. Off by only 1.5 pounds.
Needless to say, I'm not happy with the result. I lost .1 pounds this week. I thought this BS with the micro-losses would be over once I started my summer break but I can't seem to move the scale down at a reasonable pace. I'm frustrated and disheartened. I wanted to see 249 by the first weigh-in of June. Here I am in the middle of July still waiting to hit some very close milestones (50 pounds lost at 246, 15% of my body weight lost at 251.6).
I know I shouldn't complain. A loss is a loss. But it still stings a little. I was hoping to have a really good week but I can't seem to make my body do what I want.
In the interest of full disclosure, I lost control a little this weekend. I had a few meals where I should have stopped eating earlier but I went back for more food. I need to get control or I'm never going to lose any more weight.
I feel fat. I feel like I'm failing. Something needs to change.