Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Turning Back the Clock

It occurred to me recently that I'm as heavy as I was my fourth year of college.  I started college at 235 pounds and grew to 312 pounds before I graduated.  Given, I lost a few pounds and departed at a trim 298 pounds.  On the whole, I grew nearly 80 pounds in six (gasp) years.  Yes I spent six years pursuing my bachelor's degree, but that's a whole other story. 

It feels really good to turn back the clock on my weight.  I like that the number of years since I last weighed what I currently weigh is growing.  It's been four years since I last weighed what I weigh now.  I'd like to be able to say 5 years by April, which means I want to hit 260 by then.  I don't know if it will be attainable, but I'm going to try.


Yesterday I was definitely in a funk.  Re-losing weight is nowhere near as exciting as losing it the first time; it's something that needs to be done so I can get back to taking it off the first time.  I'm a little worried about how good I'm going to be at maintaining once I get to my goal weight because of it.  That's still 79 pounds away and I shouldn't be too concerned yet.  My journey is about building good habits as well as losing weight.

9 comments:

  1. Way to look back. I am my thinest (is that even a word?) in 10 years... super exciting.. as long as I remain there.

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  2. I am about to cross the threshold and hit my high school weight...which sounds awesome right? Except I was very overweight then too....but it's awesome to come back and reclaim your "self". What I like most is that I can be proud of THIS weight 'cause it was an acheivement whereas before it was an embarrassment.

    We're all pulling for you! Don't lose sight of your goals!

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  3. It's good to look back but you have to maintain your focus on today. I wouldn't even worry about the future (look to the future though) because if you are focused on what is behind you or what may be in front of you -- you lose stability in the present. Profound huh :)

    Stay focused on what you can do for yourself today and let tomorrow come. You can do this.

    Good insightful post by the way.

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  4. I am with you - losing weight you have lost numerous times before is no fun - but a must do. keep it up :)

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  5. Oh, to be my high school weight again would be wonderful.

    In the meantime, I need to "re-lose" as well, and it sucks. Doing what you've already done is not fun.

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  6. I'm so with you on relosing not being as exciting as the initial losing!

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  7. Hey you'll get there. Since you live in MN you should go and get your RMR tested at Life Time Fitness. I think it will be an eye opener for you. You are losing, but what are you losing? Muscle? Fat? When I look back I see all the times that I would lose a lot and gian it back. The Yo-yo affect....

    Tom Brokaw
    www.ihategreenapples.com

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  9. Looking back like that is such an encouraging exercise. Hope it give you that extra motivation you need to keep losing!

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