I don't know if I've ever gone this long without posting. Here's what happened since I last posted:
Claire started feeling sick. She had a racing heart and a lot of nausea. We went to the doctor on Friday and after that, headed to her parents' house in Wisconsin. During that time, she started feeling worse. We came back to Minneapolis, went to the doctor, went to the emergency room, and went to the heart clinic. Claire's mom came to visit because she was really feeling lousy at this point. And to top it all off, we were supposed to be on vacation.
During this time, I've fallen off the wagon hard. I don't know how much of it was stress-eating and how much I just wanted an excuse to shove anything and everything into my fat face.
Since I lost my job, I've felt like my life is out of my control. I just want stability. I just want control. I just want things to work out my way. But I suppose complaining about it is the least effective thing I can do.
I can start by sharing my weight from Monday. Yes, I actually weighed myself but didn't get around to posting it. So here's Monday's weight. You'll get another number tomorrow (probably much higher).
240.8. I don't know where the picture went. I gained .4 pounds. I'm not going to sweat it (or my inevitable gain tomorrow). I'm getting back on track with the eating today.